Introduction to the background of this article: I wrote a small part of the novel in junior high school and set the framework. I met my first love in high school because of it, so I continued to write part of it. I promised him that I would finish the novel, and then I was the first to show it to him. After breaking up with my first love, I never wrote a word again. Now I hope to continue writing it, which is also an explanation for my past self. Buddhist author: I don't have much time to write, so the updates must be irregular and with a certain number of words. I will update as much as I write and type. The purpose of writing is just to record and share. If anyone happens to read this novel, please bear with me.