It was not until many years later that the feeling that I had forgotten for many years came back to me again. It was a deep, deep helplessness, and a deep, deep despair, but it was slightly different than before. In the past, I felt helpless and desperate because of his leaving without saying goodbye. The whole world seemed to have turned into darkness and I was depressed for a long time.
But now, it feels very light, almost like a very thin and very long thread, but it wraps around and quietly binds my heart - it is still very difficult to bear.
It turns out that we have been separated for so long, so long that I can't hear your voice, and you can't recognize my back, or even my voice.
Intention: To become a better person.
