He said, "You know, sometimes you really make me want to die."
"But I also thought, my parents have raised me for twenty years, and I haven't given them proper filial piety. I have only lived for twenty years, and there are still many things I haven't done and many places I haven't been. Why should I die because of you, a scumbag?"
"I tell myself to be patient every day. Maybe one day you will get tired of it, and I can return to my normal life." He paused, "Maybe one day you will suddenly realize your conscience and stop pestering me. I will treat it as if I have been chased and bitten by a dog for two years, and continue to live a normal life... I no longer have the energy to argue with you anymore."