I am a bystander. What is my name, where do I come from, where should I go, what dreams do I have, what wishes do I have, what expectations do I have, I don't know, and I don't want to know, because if I know, I won't be who I am.
What is the past, what is the future, I don't know, and I don't want to know, because if I know, I will collapse and despair. I don't want to think about what is right or what is wrong. Once I take that step, I will lose the most precious thing, the treasure I have always guarded.
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I can't do anything, can't do anything, can't change, can't participate, I am just a bystander.