I am 14 years old, male, my name is Birch. When I was ten years old, my mother died of illness. After his father buried his mother, he adopted his second aunt as his stepmother. This stepmother relied on her youth and beauty to make his father indulge in women every day. She was so pampered and arrogant that she treated me like a servant. I hate this world, which is full of darkness; I hate myself, for my shameful cowardice; I hate... God! When will I be saved? Where is my light? !