"Gerard! Although I am still very young and have never had any so-called passionate love, I understand! I am self-aware! I don't mean that I am so impulsive that I just want to be with you regardless of the consequences. I am still very rational. I can still distinguish what is good and what is bad. And I don't want people to ruin their lives because of me." From the time I met him, I never thought that one day I would fall in love with him and feel sorry for him. I don't know when I realized that he had become a part of my life. Gerard is the only man I have ever loved in my life! From the time I fell in love with him to the time I fell in love with him, the time was so short. For a short time, I couldn't believe myself, but this really happened. Even though I don't know what the future holds, I know I love him right now. I am willing to be with him forever, even if we are wandering, even if we are separated in two places. I love you! Gerard