She hates ambiguity, but she is in it. Everything around her is controversial. She wants to escape but loves her career. Yes, she is a contradictory person. She had been in love with someone for more than seven years, then let go and fell in love again. She thought she would be entangled with him for the rest of her life, but she never expected that her fate was far more than that simple. No matter whether she was entangled with him or after it ended, someone always loved her... She was proud of her career, but also felt confused and guilty about her emotional experience.