Men and women get married, have children, and live a lifetime of daily necessities. Children may be just a by-product of passion, or they may be just to carry on the family line. As for how to raise them, how to teach them, they can just fend for themselves. Psychologists say that children's early education has a profound impact on human growth. It has a vital influence. As the Chinese saying goes, blood is not as good as what you raise. Blood relationship is really a wonderful thing. I thought it was nothing and could be ignored, but at the critical moment, it seizes a person's psychological bottom line and allows reason to defeat emotion.
Siyuan believed that she had a pair of failed parents and that so-called love and family affection were dispensable. So she looked at the so-called emotions in this world with cold eyes. She would not ask for it and would not give it to her. Without desire, one must be strong. Siyuan's motto, translated into another more modern sentence, is that only by being ruthless can you be strong.
However, everything did not develop as expected. I thought I was ice or steel, but someone wanted to turn ice into water and steel into finger-wrap softness.
I don't want too much, I just want to live the life I want. Be free and unrestrained, go your own way, and let others have their say.