My Heart Breaks When I Miss You

"I don't know how he understood it" is so funny hahahaha

Here I am, the ending chapter has been rated high so I will comment here! [The following contains spoilers! Spoiler warning, if you haven't seen the ending, it is recommended not to read~] Although I knew that the timeline in this story would be HE, I never expected that the plot would go like this. When I first read this article, in addition to Xiao Ai helping Akai spread the news because she was rescued by the FBI, as well as more serious plots such as being a police officer and Matsuda performing a mission, and Kenji's sacrifice, I could see Sister Bei appearing on Yazhong Island, and there was also a Shura field between Akai and Matsuda. I thought it was about the same, but it turned out that I was still too naive! I actually clicked in to watch it before the ending, and I saw Gin at that time. I thought I was dazzled (?) How did Gin appear here? What happened? ? Then I finished the second half in one go. It can be said that I was shocked. The subsequent plot made me very nervous. First of all, I didn't expect Xiao Ai to be sent as an undercover agent. The reasons in the article are also very good. He was fired because he betrayed the information, and he once had very high skills in the casino... In fact, I am quite sad here. She was not willing to stay in such a place, but such a gray background turned out to be part of her appointment and "let's forget about it". After finally leaving such a place, she had to go back to a similar situation to wander, from darkness to light and then to a place where the boundaries between the two were blurred. When did she really leave? This was true even when she seemed to be carefree with Matsuda and Kenji. Because of the FBI's rescue, she was worried about something in her heart. I even wonder whether the profession of police is really not suitable for her. After all, she seems to have no talent in this area and no great determination. Would she be much happier if she just chose an ordinary career. It's really heartwarming to watch "Waiting for the Dawn" now! This article, like "Seeking Kindness and Receiving Kindness", has a heavy feeling from the general background. The background is the background after Kenji's death, and Xiao Ai's identity is Kenji's girlfriend before his death, which adds some entanglements to the relationship between Matsuda and Xiao Ai. I think it is actually very unethical. But Matsuda is a very magnanimous person. If Xiao Ai didn't have selfish motives when choosing Kenji, but she really liked Kenji so she chose Kenji, then Matsuda's perspective would only be: She had already made her choice before I even realized how to do it. (But Matsuda was depressed that he had experienced similar things to Kenji and Xiao Ai, but it was really interesting that Xiao Ai didn't choose him. It's funny to think about his depression.) After Kenji's death, Matsuda found out that Xiao Ai might be a "betrayer". It's hard to imagine how he felt... The sincerity in the high-profile trial, and the resentment in the true feelings that can't be erased. This very subtle feeling is actually quite well told. I really like the part where Matsuda takes Ai to a party with unsuspecting friends. There are actually very few scenes in this article where the two of them are really relaxed and happy. It is very difficult for them to completely let down their guard and act like ordinary lovers... But there is still a feeling that everything will be fine in the past. It is actually much better than the setting of Hiyori and Akai. When I read that article, I didn't feel that there was any hope for these two people. I also liked the part about working in a bar, encountering a harasser, and then the part about Matsuda passing by. I was so handsome (?) But I really never expected that suddenly—Jingguang would appear! How could it be that night? But it is quite appropriate to insert this perspective in this article, including the part where Jingguang lost contact before the accident. It is very reasonable, just like the original work Toru Amuro rushed in in a hurry and was "too late". No one knows what Jingguang was thinking before this, his determination to burn everything, the clean break between the past and the present... We can more or less get a glimpse of it from Xiao Ai's perspective. After Jingguang passed away, Gin's appearance was logical. He liked to find undercover agents the most, and his attitude of preferring to kill by mistake made him come to Xiao Ai to ask something. Even if he might not be able to ask, he would definitely come. But what I didn't expect was that I connected the things I got on the island in the cliff. There was no idle writing anywhere! It's not a simple mission just to increase your favorability, including the fact that Xiao Wei's identity is revealed to be Sato later, which is a surprise! I did wonder who this was before, but I thought it was just a police informant. Xiao Ai's performance here is also very good. She temporarily used emotional excuses to fool Akai. Later, Matsuda temporarily made a bomb. It was too cool. People who can do such work as bomb defusing are people who always have hope and will never sit still and wait for death (then I thought of the Ferris wheel, the forced ending...) [I want to talk about Akai here. When Akai first published this article, my first impression was: Huh? Where did this frivolous man come from. However, considering that he is still a Zhuxing here, and he is a "lover", I think it is still reasonable. It has been so long since I first read "Seeking Kindness and Gaining Kindness" that I can no longer remember it clearly, but I feel that when I read these two articles together, I really had the feeling that if Akai was here, he would do this. To become an FBI agent and an undercover agent, one must not only be smart, but also have strong judgment, be able to assess the situation, and know how to use everything around him to complete tasks, all for the sake of a better and longer-term goal... He is a very courageous person. It seems that he is unkind at times, but it cannot be said that he is wrong. Akai Shuichi is a complex person. He will try hard to avoid doing evil things for the organization, but if he does nothing, how can he gain trust and walk in the darkness? So if we simply write about his "goodness" and his gentleness when he plays Subaru's trumpet, it will be very OOC. It is written here that Akai wants to take Xiao Ai away. In fact, it is his "gentleness". He seems to be very tough, but here he gives her a choice and adds a shot to help her clear away some suspicions... Going back to the beginning, I was surprised that Xiao Ai was working as an undercover agent. I thought that if she worked hard here, the suspicion would be cleared, plus there was that shot. I never expected that I would be imprisoned for a long time and interrogated as a prisoner, and the reason was that I wanted to die together... I was so naive T T Public security officers, you are really scary. Qingshan has made you too approachable (Toru Amuro, who works everywhere, and his subordinates who always mess up things). Now you feel that the strange plot in "Zero Zhi" about me screwing up Maori in a roundabout way is quite reasonable? There are some unscrupulous means to achieve the goal. It was also here that I realized that Yingying was really courageous in turning from a police officer to a criminal police officer. There is no detailed description of their feelings in the past few months. Xiao Ai always thought that Matsuda was dead. The news that Matsuda received was that she had left with Akai, and was "abandoned" in different forms... It was too painful here. It felt like Xiao Ai would really doubt whether she had walked out of the darkness and the cold snow. The snow might have never ended... But Matsuda would wonder whether the feelings during this period were sincere or just for use. Fortunately, he believed in Xiao Ai and finally found her. Seeing that Bai Tian broke off the relationship with Xiao Ai, I thought it was very reasonable. It was not a true adoption, it felt very situational... Although this character was not mentioned much, the fact that there was no contact between them proved that the relationship was indeed not good. Xiao Ai can't expect to receive love, so the material help provided to her is enough. She is really lonely. If it weren't for Matsuda, she seemed to have no home from beginning to end. The snow finally stopped, her warm sun shone in the sky, and she embraced the warmth that was close at hand. Finally, she can let go of her worries. From now on, she is just an ordinary person (probably?), And Matsuda can also let go of some of Kenji's thoughts. (I was in a bit of an emo mood a few days ago, so I'm just commenting today)

Woohoo, I have waited for an update in my lifetime!

Hey, hey, hey! My name is Shen Zhuoyan! ! [Fear] Let me see what's going on

Lying under every pit of the goddess [crying]

Wow, are you jealous? Are you jealous?

So fast. . . I suddenly wondered whose prediction it was?

Is this a long story or a short story?

Miaomiao: Damn man! Damn... Damn! ! !

There's nothing good about it. It's a typo. Please correct it.

A bit weird, but this is my personal experience

When will it be updated? Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

We will meet again in our lifetime. Is Tang Jingxing still alive? [Crying]

I'm here to woo woo woo, why are the current shounen jumps turned into shounen rooftop jumps? The author is free, but the readers' heartbeats can't stand it.

The heroine has already forgotten this Erbi husband