If rebirth is just another despair, then what reason do I have to live...
I don't want to face it, I don't want to think about it, I don't want to ask for anything...
Wouldn't that be a relief...
My brother lost his life for me in the last life, and my father lost my mother for me in this life...
So should I respond to my brother's feelings, and should I forgive my father for what he did? Did I do nothing wrong? Who can tell whom? …
I doubt myself again and again and deny myself again and again. Who else can I protect?
Who can save me from being so dirty?
Who can?
Who would?
Who blames...