Because she is afraid of being hurt. Now Lin Xiaoxiao is like a turtle. In order to prevent himself from being injured, he will always retract his head into his shell from time to time. It is said to be self-protection, but in fact it is just not wanting to face the facts.
Lin Xiaoxiao, who grew up withdrawn in an environment where her parents argued day and night, has been dubbed a "transparent person" by people around her since she was a child.
The sleepy Lin Xiaoxiao on the bed opened her closed eyes weakly under the sunlight, and raised her hands slightly to block the sunlight coming from the window.
From that moment on everything will be rewritten.
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