He has only loved one boy in his life.
That young man was like a ray of warm sunshine in the cold winter.
He was cruel and ruthless in his previous life, and ended up being killed by the one he loved.
In this life, he wanted to wash his hands in a golden basin and live a good life. He wanted to live a free and easy life. After experiencing the bloody storm, he realized that a moment of peace was hard-won. He wanted to live again and never have anything to do with that boy again.
The love in the previous life didn't work out, so let's do it again in this life.
You once regarded me as your life, let's change this life.
This time, you will be the one on top of my heart.
I will spend this life loving you.
That boy, actually I really love you and have never meant any harm to you.