This is a true portrayal of me. When I face everything alone, I realize that I am not as good as I thought. Only when you leave your parents, leave your family, and start your own business, will you understand what it means to be an adult. This is a "wormhole" that I have opened up for myself. I can no longer worry about my family, friends, and mentors, and can write about my inner uneasiness, confusion, and fear. This is my paradise. It will never end until the last day of my life...