The holiday during the National Day brought me back to an empty life.
Stay at home and surf the Internet every day. Facing the computer, in a daze. Don't know what to do? I just want to live my life to the fullest. This request must not be excessive. . But I can't do it. While I was in class, I was thinking about taking a vacation. During the holidays, I thought about going to class. Circling. I have been living an empty life alone. My heart is afraid. But nothing can be done. I also want to fly towards my dreams like them. But what is my dream? ? What am I chasing after? What do I want? ?
I don't want to live like this either. I also know that my own ability is too weak. . I also want to improve my abilities. But what's the use of thinking! ? ? I want to work hard too! ! ! But why. Why! ! Could it be that I have become accustomed to emptiness. Are you used to being bald?
Where have I gone, once so full of passion? Where have the thoughts and dreams that once filled my mind gone? ? I really want to go back to that time. Be happy. It's naive. . .
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