I don't think that as a senior patient with secondary disease, I can write very good articles, so when I am bored, recalling my past and recording my life have become a required course in my life. At the same time, I hope that those who are confused and tired can feel a touch of warmth by clicking on it by chance. At the same time, I would like to dedicate this to the people who appear in my life. May your life be filled with hot soup and warm sunshine, and may every time you wander, you will eventually reach the shore.