Ahem... This novel is my reflection on reality, which is probably: "What would have happened if I had chosen this way?" The regrets of "Huh? It would have been better if I had not done this" and some things that suddenly came to mind during my thinking. I know that there are no ifs in life, but I hope that behind what ifs, there is a better future than now. It just suddenly occurred to me that I have been with him for a long time, and I have experienced happy, unhappy, and even sad times. But I want to know what will happen if I don't make some choices, and what will be the future between me and him...