Have you ever loved someone so much that you couldn't help yourself, but in the end it was scarred and you tried hard to force yourself to forget. Many years later, you finally understand that some memories will be blurred unconsciously, but some marks will become clearer and clearer.
If I owed you something in my previous life, then I will pay it back in this life. If I didn't owe you anything in my previous life, then you don't have to pay it back in my next life. So, let's stop here. Let me go, and let yourself go. . .