I haven't written anything for many years, and I don't know if I have made progress or regressed. Anyway, I occasionally look at what I have written. Sometimes I think it is terrible, and sometimes I think it is okay. At that time, I just wanted to write BL, but now I have an additional motivation for writing, and I want to write about the growth and changes of the characters. If I just check it out, I don't know if it will be unfinished and abandoned.