"No meeting is worse than missing him. I just miss him too much and want to see his face."
He is on the other side of the world, deceiving himself and justifying himself.
"I will never forget him. We grew up together. It's a lie to say that it's easy to forget someone for more than ten or twenty years."
He was speaking in the third person, watching him talk about himself without any emotion, without a smile on his lips.