I met you when I was 12 years old. Before that, my world was gray. It is you who will dispel this grayness. Since then, I have dreamed of being by your side forever. Even if you will never pay attention to me or like me.
In the summer when I was 16 years old, I finally left home, knowing that from this moment on, my life would truly begin. However, I have imagined countless future possibilities, and in every one of them, you are included.
When I turned 26, I started to feel scared and confused. I don't know how long I can remain numb. I always recall the past, but I'm afraid that things have changed.
I'm not afraid that no one will love me, I'm just afraid that I have already lost the courage to love you.