This is the first time I have published an article online, but it is not a novel, but my real life in the form of a diary.
I myself don't know what kind of person I am, and I always feel that my life is a fiction I play.
So I came up with the idea of posting an article, hoping that in this place where no one knows me, I can truly analyze myself through the real life that I don't have the courage to show in reality.
Because this is my diary, I won't pay too much attention to the writing style. I hope you guys don't throw bricks because of the writing style, and just understand what I said.
I don't ask for points or click-through rates, I just want a place to express my truth, so if you find this article boring and can't stand it, you can click on the escape button in the upper right corner.
I am extremely grateful to those of you who have the patience to continue reading without getting bored and give your opinions to help make suggestions...