Intolerance: Not sticking to the secular world just because he can't bear it, and it becomes more and more intolerable. He wants to find a partner with whom he can work hard together, but he still has some extravagant hopes for someone who can accompany him, someone who can save him from having to endure it.
Drunk: In the twenty years of drunkenness and dreaming, he has been living in an unbreakable barrier every day, like the plot that is repeated every day in a monotonous life. Different knowledge is decadent day by day, like a life of nothing, endless wealth, and women like clouds. This is not the life he expected. He only frowns at the moment when people turn around.
At this moment, it is unbearable
How can there be only one person who can accompany him and save him from having to endure it?