For eighteen years, I have always thought that I would be with Nono. From a long time ago to a long time later, I thought those would be the most longing and happiest days in my life. We would drink tea and chat, tell stories and quarrel, and hold hands together to wait for our hair to grow old and to bask in the sun when the weather is nice.
That was the first and final happiness in my life. I thought that happiness could last for a long, long time.
I am happy, all the time.
It wasn't until An fell in love with him that I realized that perhaps I had to leave. I didn't want to see Ann's sad eyes and didn't want her to hate me because he fell in love with me.
I told An that I would wait for her. A long time ago and a long time later, in the short gap between us, we were separated, but we will definitely be together in the future.
I just didn't expect that Ann chose to be with me, because my heart was not good, and now, she was lying quietly in that position, spending a long time with me until she died.
Conception: