The call always turns into sadness
The uglier I am, the more I prove it
once upon a time
Your figure is still reflected in my eyes
As long as I have you by my side
A smile will appear
Even from the fingertips held together
the agitation that came
Everything makes me deeply admire
Let go of each other's hands at the intersection of goodbye
The two of them took steps back to back
looking back inadvertently
But you are no longer visible in front of me
the words you speak
the things you describe
I will never forget the scenery I saw today
but for no reason
The more I think about it, the more afraid I become
Even my shadow behind me is swaying gently
I fell in love with this ordinary happiness
I thought that time like that could go on forever
Everything bit by bit
They are all precious first memories
I am not even aware of what will happen in the future.
Whenever
Your figure is always reflected in my eyes
This smile that blooms just for you
But not favored in the torrent of time
Your hand finally lets go and goes away
Since when did I become so exhausted?
Even though your feet are standing still, you can still pretend not to care.
My stupid illness is getting worse
The fragments in my heart exploded and scattered
Although there is light shining in it
I fell in love with this ordinary happiness
Those times still feel tender to this day
Just look back and look forward
Those hands are still around
I still feel like this
Facing the sunset
dragging long shadow
Now I'm left alone
go up this ramp
close eyes
Looking for someone's figure
What I encountered was my past self
Because you're not here with me
Make me miss you so much
Because it's so hard to say to you, "Stay with me."
Makes me want to cry
Because hearing you say "stay with me" makes me so happy
All this is because of you...
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Qianye Xun:
"Why did you leave me? I miss you so much. I have been thinking about you for three years, but no matter what I think, you just refuse to show up. How could you do this!
I was bullied, beaten, killed, framed, and you didn't come to help me. Everyone said I was bad, said I was heartless, and they kept pushing me...
No one helped me, I was alone all the time, so uncomfortable, so scared, why didn't you show up, why..."
Obsidian:
"Miss, remember, I am just Yaohei, Miss's Yaohei, Xun's Yaohei...
Yin Yue will not protect Qian Yexun forever, but Yao Hei will always accompany her from life to life. Even if the young lady no longer wants him, he will still follow her and protect her until she dies..."
"I said... I don't want what you don't like... No matter what it is... As long as it is what you want, I will do it, and I will do it..."
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*This is why Xiaoxun and Yaohei separated three years ago. It is mainly about the previous volume. Those who don't understand here can take a look and get a rough idea of the process*
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Su Wanghuan: It's all you, it's all you! You haven't hurt her enough, haven't you? Do you want her to die again before you are willing to do it? Yes or no!
Jun: Mirage, don't leave, okay, don't leave…
Feng Jingye: You are just deceiving yourself. This person has always been hidden in your heart, but you just refuse to face it...
Fuji Shusuke: Xiaoxun, I just want you to understand that I love you, so you don't owe me anything. Really... You don't owe me anything, so don't be sad anymore...
Yushi Ninzu: Xiaoxun, memory loss is not terrible. I will not let you slowly forget all your memories until you die! How about you and me going to England for medical treatment? When I beg you...
Yuko Ichihara: The reason why people suffer is that they pursue the wrong things. Only you yourself understand the pain between you...
The following is Xiaoxun as Elf and the gentle Yaohei after amnesia
Background music CLANNAD wishing for leaves Ⅱ
Intention: