+++++He once thought that he could always love him, always stand behind him, and watch him be admired by thousands of people...+++++He once thought that he could always protect him, always stand in front of him, and share eternal glory with him...++++++But things are impermanent, so much helplessness, so many regrets It's a last resort, how can there be so many thoughts, so many forevers.++++++ "As an emperor, no matter how big the world is, you can't tolerate you loving someone..."++++++++ Pretend to be crazy, act stupid, and have a black belly.