This is a long novel about finding happiness and soul salvation. Each of us begins to experience tribulations from the moment we are born, from birth to death. Things we cannot choose, things we can choose, things we have to choose. The direction of every subtle turning point creates you and me at this moment and every second. Have you ever thought in the silent night, if at that time... There was no rehearsal in life, it was short and magnificent, so beautiful that you could smell the slightest trace of blood. What exactly is happiness. I hope this novel can give you a little more strength to embrace yourself. It is currently in the archive stage, and I hope to see you all soon with steady updates. If you like it, welcome to collect it.