My father has taught me since I was a child: to be a upright person, not to be like women, to work hard to make money, and to be a powerful and status person.... If I were a man, then my life could be said to be complete. But I am a woman, and no man is willing to marry me because I am too capable. It can be said that I am just a tool that lives for work. Until I went to a distant country, it made me understand what life means to me...