Sick, sad and funny (crossed out) Xiao Sao Gong
"Do you know Cheng Qi?" The warm air from the air conditioner blew on his face, making him unable to open his eyes. "Freedom is a false proposition. You can never get rid of the interference of those people on your thoughts, and you can never block the signal left by the person who enlightened you to your subconscious. It's like you have been struggling for a long time, you bravely swim through the waves, and you touch the island that you thought was victory, but you find that she left it there from the beginning to fear that you would drown."
"Fuck you, Bai Yuren, do you know how selfish you are? Do you know what it feels like to look at someone every day, watching him laugh, cry, and wake up, but feel that his life is crumbling? I don't understand, don't you love me? Don't I deserve even a little bit of nostalgia for this world?"
Isn't it miserable to love someone desperately, but the person you sleep next to every day thinks about dying all the time? Cheng Qi felt that he and Bai Yuren were the most mentally deformed gay couple in the world.