When I was 18, I slept with my childhood friend and cut off all contact with her after that night.
I don't know if I'm gay, I don't like her, but I don't seem to have feelings for anyone else.
When I saw her again four years later, she was very different.
She used to be very cold, but now she smiles warmly, walks over to me and my boyfriend, and says it's been a long time.
What she was thinking, I don't know.