I never knew how to face the outside world's expectations of me.
My father was full of pride when he showed off to outsiders, but my mother never revealed her expectations.
When I was a child, my IQ was slightly higher than that of ordinary people. I could easily climb a tower in the sky without any effort and receive praise from thousands of people.
I am really happy for this high level, but I forget that I am like a tightrope walker. If I am not careful, I will be shattered to pieces...
In the second year of junior high school, I had extremely high demands on myself, and unknowingly developed strong obsessive-compulsive disorder.
In the third year of junior high school, I lost interest in learning and did not dare to live up to my parents' expectations. I was depressed every day.
In the end, I still entered the No. 1 Middle School in the city, but I was troubled by insomnia. At three o'clock in the morning, my heartbeat was so fast that I thought I was going to die suddenly.
During my sophomore year in high school, my family members passed away, my roommates quarreled, I had study problems, and I almost collapsed.
In the senior year of high school, I met my weird deskmate...
Fortunately, as time goes by, I gradually become stronger and never abandon my kindness.
This story will have prototypes encountered in real life, as well as events seen in the news. Any similarity is purely coincidental.