You can deviate from the scriptures
I am also apostate
Xie Zhen:
I am willing to win this world for you
Because I want to live and I want you to live
I am also willing to sacrifice this world for you
Because of the turmoil in the world, I just want to protect you forever
Yan Qing:
I am willing to enter the secular world for you, abandon my cultivation, break the prohibition of killing, and fall into the world of mortals.
Drink blood from now on
Misty things in the world
Buddha goes to cross
And I will only save you in this life