You have never been my light.
When I was thirteen years old, I mistakenly thought that you were the light that shined into my life.
Bathed in your glory, my heart aches.
It doesn't mean that you will feel at ease just by falling in love with or looking forward to someone.
Maybe it was just the image of what he wanted to be, flashing before his eyes.
What I want for myself, I can't give.