Su San in this life
met too many people
Talked too much
There are more and more words left in the bookcase
I drink more and more tea
He can tell everyone's story
But I can't say my own
He can see everyone's past and afterlife
But I can't see my own
He can find what everyone is looking for
But I can't find what I'm looking for
Can't be seen, can't be found, no trace at all