Secret love is like a glass of wine. When you first taste it, it is astringent and bitter. But when you taste it carefully, you will find a slight sweetness.
For this little bit of sweetness, some people will be stupid enough to forget the bitterness, just for that little bit of sweetness.
So, he drank more and more alcohol to numb himself. It seems that if you drink too much wine, the sweetness will increase and the bitterness will be suppressed.
But after all, this is just self-deception.
No matter how good the wine is, there will be times when you get tired of it.
No matter how obvious the secret love is, it will be discovered sometimes.
No matter how obsessive love is, it will become dirty after being labeled as "not understood" and "disgusting".
But, does love have to be gender-specific?