I hope you are a lonely patient, put on headphones and immerse yourself in your world when you are lost. Maybe you will see your own shadow in the story and become the protagonist, but no matter what, you must be the most miserable one. You should not say too much about the good or the bad, just experience it. I will be your conductor and take you on the train and off the station, with tears streaming down your face, and kneeling down to beg for mercy.