I saw the night lights were dim and the moon was high and the stars were sparse. I have seen the scorching sun and warm sunshine, and I have seen beautiful wild flowers blooming alone at the entrance of the alley, only to be accidentally crushed by passers-by. I saw blackness and coldness, and my mother's scream broke through the last trace of reason and pulled me into the abyss. I saw the smiles of the girls and heard the most touching and cruelest words in the world. Then, when I saw you, I realized that even if everything will be destroyed, it is all nothingness. No matter whether I look forward or backward, whether it is light or shadow, it is you.