Shen Qing has been secretly in love with Qin Huai, a boy in his class, for several years, but she chose to reject him without hesitation when he confessed his love.
One go at once / then fail / three and then exhausted / four...
"This time it's my bravery."
At the end of the article, Shen Qing's Qinhuai Diary and Shen Qing's online surfing records.