The emotions of youth are always particularly impressive. I obviously feel that I have forgotten it, but in fact it is still somewhere in my memory, popping up from time to time, making me nostalgic and sentimental.
The love I missed because of low self-esteem appears even paler in my memories. The last letter I received seemed to be the only witness to this hazy relationship.
You said that I am like a turtle, no matter how close you are or how friendly you are, I am unwilling to stick out my head and smile at you. But in fact, in my heart, I have spent my whole life with you. Unfortunately, I didn't dare to accept it at that time, and the panic in my heart made me choose to push you away.
I don't dare to hope that time can go back, because I'm afraid that I will break your heart again.
I owe you an apology. If there is still fate and I can meet you again, I may not be able to say this apology, but you believe that I have really said this sentence countless times in my heart.
There is another sentence, maybe I can never say it to you again in this life, I am willing.
Sorry, I do.