It was many years ago that I fell in love with him, and many years later when he fell in love with me.
It's just that in the process, I'm exhausted waiting.
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I owed him too much, so I used my later time to pay it back slowly.
Those years, those years when he was by my side, are gone.
I have no need to go back because there is no one waiting for me there.
Conception: