She was indifferent, she avoided, she persuaded me to get back on track, everything seemed to be happening again yesterday, except that I reversed roles with her, and I saw the rejection in her eyes, was it what she saw in my eyes at the beginning.
The sudden heartache, because of her departure that year, how many cold looks she had seen that year, how many cold receptions she had received, and how many expectations she had failed before she chose to leave decisively. Now the drama of chasing and escaping between me and her is happening again. Maybe we are destined to be entangled in this life.