I haven't been having a good time lately, how are you doing? Are you still afraid of heavy rain? Don't you still like carrots and onions? Have you learned to take care of yourself? In the past few years since you left, I still can't take care of myself. I went where you wanted to go, did what you wanted to do, and fulfilled your dreams. But when will you come back? . . I may not be able to wait for you anymore, will you blame me?