Dreams that are both real and illusory, the exiled soul...
If the outcome is already doomed, if it is already doomed that even if you struggle, you can only lead to hell along the bloody road. If you know such a fate early, then would it be better to choose to forget?
The lonely dream, the exiled soul.
If you want to forget, why do you let everything gradually emerge? Is it to show that that day is approaching, or is this painful struggle in escape itself a kind of punishment?
Why, obviously nothing was done, why was it decided from the beginning, why, why!
"Since the future cannot be changed, we should strive to make the present have enough beauty to carry the regrets of the future, so that we can have enough memories to dispel loneliness in the bitterness."
"Since it's painful to be clear, why not be a little vague? No one can always be strong, and sometimes we should choose to be weak."
I don't care too much, just to escape the reluctance behind me, and move forward with firm belief. In this world, where is my end point, and who can give me an end point...