After we were separated for a long time, I often wondered whether Jiaming ever loved me.
Sometimes I feel that he loves me, and sometimes I feel that he has never loved me at all.
It makes me depressed every time I think about the fact that he never loved me. But if I occasionally feel that he has loved me, then I will feel much better.
Later I thought, there is no solution to this anyway, we will probably never see each other again in this life, so let's just think that he loves me.
Maybe it doesn't matter whether he loves me or not. What matters is whether I think he loves me or not.
No matter what the truth is.
It's better if he loves me than if he doesn't.
The feeling of being loved is always better than not being loved.