Regarding past events, I think there are two types of patterns: one is something that is definitely experienced, and you will not be able to find it in your memories many years later; the other is something that is rooted in memories, and many years later you are not sure whether you have experienced it. ... It took a long time to conceive of this biographical novel, and the fragmented coding process resulted in these words being just a collection of vague fragmented memories. ... Although I don't like the powerless nonsense of "This story is purely fictitious and any similarities are coincidental", it really insults everyone's intelligence. However, in fact, I can no longer tell whether the people or things in this story are fictional or real. Maybe you think it's absurd and unbelievable after reading it. In fact, I don't believe it either. XWLB may not be believable, let alone the story. ...