Ye Zhao has been thinking
If I had recognized my feelings at the beginning
If I hadn't done so many ridiculous things
If he didn't take it for granted and ignored the people waiting around him
If...
But it can only be what if
Time is always a one-way street, and you can only move forward. No matter how regretful or painful it is, what you miss will never come back.
(I have posted this elsewhere, so I will add it here now. When I want to write the story of Ah Zhao and my cousin, I believe that the past is irreversible, because no matter how much I regret it, what happened will happen. My cousin's love is completely given to Ah Zhao. No matter whether Ah Zhao is a boy or a girl, it is only Ah Zhao.)
Intention: There is no turning back, cherish the present moment