When I was 12 years old, I was separated from him for the first time and had a high fever for two days and three nights;
When I was 16 years old, I first realized my feelings for him, and all I could think about was him masturbating in a daze;
When he was 17 years old, he tried the feeling of falling out of love for the first time. The reason was that the so-called school beauty in the next class became the heart, skin, lungs and kidneys of his best friend;
When I was 19 years old, I felt scared for the first time. It was a kind of panic that the people I had always relied on in my life would forever withdraw from the stage of life;
When I was 20 years old, I watched the fireworks I set off for the first time and burst into tears. There is someone who has been accompanying me to watch me make a wedding dress for the person I love most;
At the age of 22, for the first time, there was someone else between them. The sad thing was that she was willing to sacrifice everything for his happiness;
When I was 24 years old, I decided to live for myself for the first time and no longer be influenced by him. The result of my "cheating" was a desperate left eye;
When I was 27 years old, I was held tightly in his arms for the first time, but there were hundreds of millions of light years between them;
At the age of 28, he attended his first wedding and served as best man for the first time. Looking at the sacred auditorium, his heart felt like pieces of crumbs;
When I was 40 years old, I saw the sea for the first time. Even I didn't dare to face my own paleness.
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