"And apart from deception, human beings always have this consensus: the so-called good and bad are actually the common characteristics of human beings" - De Botton.
"It took me a long time to figure you out." We can never say with certainty "I understand someone." In fact, the most unachievable thing is "I understand myself."
The only thing we can be sure of is memory - the process that happened and actually exists. But memories can also become embellished or lost over time.
Zhitong finally discovered that the only thing he could rely on was his feelings. Under the difficult ethics of freedom, the variability of feelings brought uncertainty about love, which caused his loneliness and depression. But how do you know that this is not a good thing? Depression made him clearer and more keen to capture those overlooked moments. Such self-consolation became pale and feeble at night, but he still believed that maybe he could only believe
God created Zhang Zhitong, and there was always Li Jiusi. As long as he is willing to wait