Gods from all walks of life can testify that he just wants to be an ordinary person. But looking back at the past and looking forward to the future, he found that the things he had done and the things he was going to do were more valuable than real money, proving that he was an out-and-out bad guy! This troubled him. . .
Forget it, since everyone in the world has failed me, I will just go with the flow for the time being.