The destiny that has been determined since birth, I try hard to live a different color, but I can't. . Seeing the brilliance of others, seeing clearly the helplessness of oneself, struggling hard, but unable to escape the shackles of fate, a child who was regarded as a genius since childhood, experienced family changes, a twisted marriage, abandoned the family to seek his own happiness, will be cast aside by the world, return to the original life, unable to break free from the shackles of responsibility, when death slowly approaches, the knot in the heart seems to open I am relieved. In this life, I have loved, cried, struggled, compromised, been rich, once poor, once helpless, once despaired, but the only thing I haven't had is that I have never been truly happy. The moment he faced death, he smiled, so innocently: "It's finally over, parents, don't waste this life, don't forget this life, pick me up, we can finally be reunited!"