When she was about to get married in her first life, she accidentally fell off her horse and died.
When she was about to get married in her second life, she was assassinated and died.
In her third life, she discovered that she was the only one with memories from beginning to end.
Not only dying herself, but also acknowledging the pain of others dying of her.
In this life, she finally discovered the cause of her death.
That's the person she least wants to admit to...